many things happened this week... not just the irritating results day. not just that... many other things also. like briefing day and go green day. like my jap test on sat. like me reflectin' upon myself. thinkin bout life. thinkin bout many other things. i then realised something. my life needs revampin'. serious and fast. i am going to lose myself soon. people reading this and do not understand what i am trying to say nevermind... just that this risks not being able to interact with the
JJ you know.(if you know what i am trying to say)
did i tell you i didnt get the results i wanted. i dont think so. maybe i did. maybe i didnt. my pts was the sum of my o levels register no.(2711/0156). the last four numbers. not good. not good enough. either way, VS rocked that day. cheers to the cheers done that day. well at least everyone still showed that passion to rock the house with vs cheers. and of course to no surprise we still knew the lyrics of the cheers. to no surprise... now. i dont know where should i go from here. which institution would i enter after VS. should i join jeremi and ben at ten-cent-coin JC? or try to stay in tj(appeal)? or go somewhere unknown.
itc was just as fun when i went back. their exco meeting on fri was not for important itc stuff. but to discuss my results when shi wei supposedly
stormed the room to shout my pts loud and clear for all to hear. and i was supposed to make podcast with these dudes. i was supposed but i didnt. and when i entered the itc room in the morning... saw a lot of people inside. its was as hot as it usually was but many people were inside still.
briefing day for itc was on sat. i couldnt go so didnt know the details. but i must say it was a job well done by my proteges...
kay fong and
yirong. it was at discovery centre and i couldnt go and didnt go... what a waste. so many nice things there. wasted. this somehow reminds me of my briefing day and my prize presentation day. where the preparation was crazy. proposals to state every detail. it was also a time where everyone's weakness started to show. then finally... prize presentation day. that's officially the last day of newdc.
and that particular sentence that might have caused a few tears to roll down our eyes... i'll save that for later.
go green day was yesterday. and cgs went round to collect old clothes and newspapers. i think we collected a lot. lots of things got collected. lots. of bubble tea, newspapers, cold clothes,pastamania and pool. I must say that that was my fourth time playing pool. and i am not good at it at all. and as usual... going to the pool centre was like socialising. saw so many of my friends. so many. started chatting and stuff.
Sat was mass dance test for
scip. i think i didnt dance that well. end of story
and i am rapping now.(if you believe)
now this is the ambiguous part.
my frequency seems to be out of place. i dont look what i really is in terms of character. i dont engage in conversations of the common frequency. somehow the frequency of VS and the frequency of jcs dont seem to tally. things that used to be amusing and amazing in VS where we would harp on it for days and weeks wouldn't appeal to the lot of people in jc. the frequency is just wrong. wrong. all wrong. and i must this is affecting my decision on the school to join after an enriching and fulfilling education in vs, where i was given maximum exposure, maximum fun and maximum learning. and somehow. this mixed-up frequency is leading me to a change in personality. somehow.
Quotes of this post.'Life was supposed to be a parabola curve, where we start off with nothing and gain everything, then finally losing everything when one passes on. Judging from this scenario, life's like a straight line, losing things as you gain things, making things just the way they originally were.'
JJ
'... and to my NEWDC committee, i apologise if i had been to harsh or offending towards you during the NEWDC preparation period. It was a hard and tough time but we came through it. Sorry once again.'
Warran