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Man: God, why do you make women so beautiful?
God: So that you will love her.
Man: Then why do you make her so dumb?
God: So that she will love you.

Syakirah

took the bus to VS to collect foolscap paper from yiqi. then on the bus 196, i was busy reading the newspapers about my favourite topic. soccer and mafia. seems like a former mobster is in Singapore to collect bad debt. cool. something i like. and that guy seems uber cool. with sunglasses black suits and all. with a whole entourage. then suddenly, someone sat next to me and tapped on my bag, which was resting on my lap...

i looked up, its syakirah.

syakirah: hey, hi!
me: (looks up and just says 'uhh')
syakirah: hey!!! i said hi!
me: arh? urh... Hi!

then we spoke about PW, sch and stuff. and oh yes. i still remember your name syakirah.(in response to her qn asking whether i know her name.) i have an exceptional memory.

we spoke for about 4-5 bus stops length. but i must say that i was definitely shocked to see syakirah. maybe that explains my stoneness. and i said the dreaded goodbye. the kind that it would seem like we will definitely meet again. but hey, its kinda unpredicted. we may not meet again in the future or in years to come.

just like the last time i spoke to someone on a personal basis on the bus. i cannot remember who it was. but i definitely know its someone important to me. and to that person, i said a goodbye that was rather similar to this, making it seem like we WILL definitely meet again. if u are the person, tell me. i just cannot remember who this person is. like some dark figure in my mind. cloudy and blurred.

and oh yes. PW=A. Hong han confirmed it for me.

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holiday

tmrw no sch.

and guess what. i got my GP essay back and it says that I have to spend my holiday tmrw typing my essay out and send it to the teacher for it to be put in Zenith, the sch magazine. but hey, i think they should change the instructions to: 'your student essay has been selected because he's the only one in meridian that did this question. congratulations to him for his stupid and worthless bravery and his good grades. thanks.'

my tmrw is burned.

emcee

i hate to believe that jezer is getting to be the emcee for opening ceremony for pre-university seminar. all i can say that the teachers definitely made a wrong choice. i hate to see someone who doesnt have the stage presence nor the perfect voice to voice for the opening ceremony for pre-university seminar. during the combined practices, i never once thought that jezer had a voice that captivated, motivated, or one that can even make the sleepiest guy on Earth wake up and listen to him. so i can say that i am indeed very very very disappointed at the result.

i am left wondering why a person like myself or like chong lip, are left ruing our chances at lousier assignments. not that our assignments are bad, but i do feel disappointed. chong lip, a person i always felt most apt to be the person u would want to use when u want to express your feelings. he can do it with real omph! a real natural i would say. and for myself, not that i'm bragging, but i have often heard people tell me that they listen to me for a reason even they dont know. they say its my voice. and my stage presence. it has that listen to me feel. and they somehow will listen to me when i speak. i appeal to them in my way. the jun jie factor. when the external trainers came down, my trainers felt that i was super good to listen to, there was just something extra from me that makes me better to listen to than the rest. when my final trainer came down, his name is yong wei... hope i spelled that right. even he mentioned that there was definitely something in me that made people want to listen to me. the rest of the people who attended the same group as me also felt the same way. so i just cannot understand why everyone can see it but not the teachers...

maybe there's a reason why i lost out. if there is, i dont mind finding out and learning from my mistakes, or rather learn about why that guy won me. but if there is no dang good reason and he turns out to be a flop and me a success, all i can say to the teachers is that u asked for it. not me. i will do my part well. in fact very well. and u might just regret not choosing me for opening ceremony in the first place...


and congrats to julian and huiqi. i think u 2 deserve the closing ceremony emcee post.

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unknown songs by unknown people. need more introduction?


The Sheer - Understand


Tahiti 80 - Big Day


Malibu Stacy - Los Angeles


Morning Runner - Gone Up In Flames

K-Hop influence

this is the first time my post title exceeds 1 word. influenced by k-pop hip hop. K-hop.


EPIK high - Fly


EPIK high - Love Love Love

so many things happening

so many things have been happening. didnt have much time to come here to say anything about em'. like the duathlon on last sat... where i met so many friends from before. and cycled like a crazy guy. overtaking countless number of people along the way. and met april but i didnt go up and say 'hi'.

sch going on throughout the week. just got another emcee assignment 2 days ago. got back my really lousy grades for the march block test. its so long alr. until i forgot everything that happened...

and i realised that if i were to bother about people's thinking about myself all the time, i might as well just forget about having a better life. becos even if u are not the one to say something, they will think that u are the one, so why argue with the person that u didnt say that? just admit to saying it and maybe laugh it off! as long as u know that u didnt do anything wrong, its alright. we live our lives not for people to judge. we live our lives to enjoy every moment of whatever we are doing, be it happy or faux pas moments. even if its sad moments, its still a part of life, and it just shows how complex and sophisticated our human heart is. so why bother what people say??? if u know that u are right DEEP DOWN INSIDE OF YOU, just dont bother.

and i guess i still have to thank mr wong liang seng for another excerpt of life's lessons. he taught me something about people in a rather DISTURBING way. i was the one being victimised during that incident. he always seemed nonchalant when people laugh at how fat he is. he told me that such people always suffer from inferiority complex, where they know deep down inside of them that they are lousier or worse then you. so they resort to using measures which include laughing and gossipping about you to make u seem inferior to them in front of everyone. so i learnt to appear nonchalant to negate all such 'attacks' on myself. thanks mr wong!

i used to have a senior, NCC one. forgot what's his name. he very very very much my senior. there was once he took a group of us out for midnight run at ECP. we ran till the macdonalds there and he told us another very uber good thing. he told us that no matter how bad a leader is, or how bad he treats his peers and juniors, learn to respect him not for his bad ways. but rather, learn to respect him for the reason why he became a leader instead of you. learn from that and you will one day make it to the very top. quote:'Every leader is there for a reason'. and when i tried to apply to life, it just meant that nobody should be disliked or hated. nobody. should. be. hated. i cant hate ppl anyways. if u want reason u can look for me...

i watch the HK show yesterday. the ah wang show. at 7pm. he said a story about how he was very disappointed and sad when his principal of mainstream schools told him to quit sch halfway in sch term just because he is mentally disabled. he said that he was very disappointed and wondered why the principal didnt allow him to stay on till end of year or rather stopped him from entering the sch. he said he would feel better that way as compared to having to suddenly leave sch. how true.

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