apology

it sucks to know that you have apologised to someone and that person just doesnt tell you whether you are forgiven. it sucks to feel that i feel sucky even when i thought that apologising would make me feel better. it sucks to not understand what the person is thinking about on whether you are forgiven or not. And. I feel sucky right now.


I suddenly got the urge to pick up my camera and start snapping the 'JJ' kinda shots. those that are funny, inspirational and surprising. and unsurprisingly, i got the inspiration to want to do this again because i saw a humongous, joke and funny thing. there was this notice at my grandmother's house which states that residents have to vote on whether they want the upgrading program for their flats. and then, there was this phrase written in blue pen, and it blew me away. it wrote, 'waste of time'. totally cool! i still remember the time i took the 'PAPKING' shot. it was supposed to be 'PARKING'. seems like the worker who painted em' forgot about the stroke to make 'P' an 'R'.


'friendship is like applause. It takes 2 hands to clap. if 1 hand is attempting to clap, it will only tire out. And there will not be any clapping sound.'

I MADE MY MOVE-------------> ITS YOURS NOW.

smile

have been watching some videos lately. then i happened to see a video which seems so familiar to me. it's like watching myself at some point in time. and at other parts of the video, i seem to see parts which seem to have left me or left most people in the world a long time ago.

ejiah(she), seems to speak like i do, of which i cannot look at a person with full eye contact if i were to talk to a person. i would be able to maintain eye contact for some time, but after a while, i tend to 'refresh' my eyes and look somewhere else. it's kinda like a habit. not that i lack confidence, but its somewhat of a novelty action, where i feel by doing so, i can not only pay attention to what the person is talking about and what is happening in the surroundings. it just seems to similar.

watch the video to see the astonishing similarity.



and just as i was saying, the second part of which have left us since a long time ago. have you noticed how ejiah smiled in the video? i sure noticed. and i also noticed that it was without any hesitation and without any lack of sincerity. the smile was really a real smile. not those kind which many of us see everyday. how long have we since laughed so heartily without any thought?


PS: her action at the last part reminded me of an old IT club senior, ashwin. he always do that 'knock-knock' twice with his right hand on his left chest. and seriously, ejiah smile and laugh is so infectious. seeing someone smile like that also made me smile. out of the blue.

you prick!

i totally recommend kristofer dahl. his guitar lessons on youtube is like WHOA! see below for examples.

the use of the bad mother finger.


you prick!


you stinky little youtuber!